I have been weeping and dizzy as a side effect. I really was shocked that I am experiencing the side effects.....because I am Jane (and my B is Tarzan)
But today is a very very sad day for me.....my Mom (who lives with me) has decided it is time to move out. She is going to move into my sisters Granny flat. She feels it is time to let me and my B have a life together with our new family. Anyone who knows me, knows that I am very "Ma Vas"...for the last ten years my Mom has either lived with me or next door to me. Now she is moving away.
I am heartbroken. I feel like I have failed my Mom. I feel like I am deserting her.....all I have ever wanted was for my Mom to feel protected and live forever. I am battling to even write the words to express how much I love my Mom...my tears are spilling over my cheeks. My soul is aching..I feel like I am loosing my child
Mom...I love you
6 comments:
Hey Brats - I am sorry you are feeling so sad and that your mommy is moving...I don't think you are failing her hun - maybe she is going with her mom instincts and you guys do need time to be with each other now? Hopefully she will not be too far away and you will see her lots and lots. My mom is in Knysna and I miss her...knowing we have little time left makes it even worse that she is far away...oh dear...we have such strong ties with our mothers xxx
oh my precious babyshoes. sorry that you are feeling like this.. you are most certainly not failing your mom in any way - and I'm pretty sure that she would be able to confirm that!! i wish you nothing but love and happiness. take care of yourself
xoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Let ma move....she will be wanting to give you guys some space...it doesn't at all mean you've failed her or that she loves you any less! You've been there for ma through thick and thin over the years, ma knows and appreciates that. Hope all goes well this month! Much love to you and Brad. xx
Bratty, Your mum is leaving because she probably thinks it is the best thing to do now. Surely, you did not fail her !! She is probably also very happy that you are TTCing and giving her the perspective to become a grandmother again.
All the best, in the process of becoming a mum yourself!!
Baby Girl, you're a sad silly billy! Don't be sad...look on the bright side..."Out with the old, in with the new"!! Heehee...just kidding...Mom's very special and we all know you're heart broken for this change! But the time is right for you and DH to focus on getting your little family going. And she's only moving 2.1km away...sigh...you make it sound like she's going to the Moon!! Love you, Brat! xxx
Sorry to hear about your mom, I know how close you both are. And at least you can focus on "you" over the next few months and who knows, once the baba is here she might very well be asking to move back! Chin up x
Post a Comment