A child is born in your heart

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Ceasar 8.11.2010

I have done a blog posting on its own for this topic.....It won't be very long but it is one that fills my heart with sadness.

My daughter was born on the 8th November 2010 at 7:15......

On the 8th November 2010 at 11:15 my dogs got hold of my precious kitten Ceasar and killed him. My heart was broken and I really have not taken the time to mourn for my precious, precious baby kitty.

"To my Ceasar, my precious little Kitty
You were with me for such a short time yet you filled my heart with love. I do not understand the reasons for your parting but need to believe that you were sent to me for a reason. You showed me so much love and I will forever miss you.
Maybe one day, I will understand...maybe one day
"Where one life begins another must end"
Forever rest in peace, my kitty baby
Mommy loves you"

Finally....A Blog Update

Shooohh...I know it has been awhile since I updated my blog...but time has just flown. Adapting to life as a Mom is exciting and challenging. Jada will be three weeks old tomorrow..can you believe it?

I am still in awe of our little girl. She "guzzles" her foodies (I am breastfeeding) very nicely and has fattened out.

My Birth Story : (for my readers not on fertilicare)

How do you start to describe the day your world changed…?

It all started on Thursday at work…I was very uncomfortable. I called Dr RvR and was advised to go back to the labour ward. At Sandton, I was put on the monitoring machine and, yahoo….I was booked into the labour ward again. I was put on a drip and monitored on a regular basis.

Dr RvR was trying very hard to keep our little Jada in a little longer…however our daughter would hear nothing of it. So, I was booked for my Caesarean on Monday, 8 Nov 2010, at 7:00.

Early Monday morning, I was wheeled from the labour wards to theatre. My B was all “gowned” out…and ready to go. The theatre was a hive of activity…the Anaesthetist explained the whole procedure and then we got down to business.

The feeling of your legs going numb is really very funny…and I was laughing when I was told to lift my legs. Dr RvR and partner started cutting….It was absolutely fascinating the feeling of tugging and pulling. Then the moment, I have been waiting for all my life happened…the sound of an angel filled the air and my daughter was lifted up in front of me. I could not contain the tears as I looked at this beautiful creation…this was my daughter….this was my Jada.

Little Jada Grace was born into our world on the 8 November 2010 at 7:15 weighing 2.9 kgs, with a mop of dark brown hair. My little girl is the splitting image of her Mommy….

My B was whisked away from my side and it was his turn to get to admire his daughter. At this stage, Dr RvR realised that my appendix was about to burst….Dr RvR and partner decided that my appendix needed to come out immediately. It was his first appendix removal in 20 years… If I had not gone into preterm labour, my appendix would have burst within two weeks…My daughter delivered my final miracle…she protected me

What I was not prepared for was the emotions I would experience once I met our Jada. It was a love that has been there since the start of time….it is a love that has no boundaries…it is a love so pure that tears flow freely. It is a love that I would walk through pain again and again to experience

Thank You Universe for my piece of perfection "

Well, after all the excitement of Jada's arrival, I decided to get some "order" in my life. My sister C and I joined Weigh Less. I have 25 kgs to loose...between pregnancy and fertility treatment I have become quite podge. Saturday was our first weigh in session...I was down 1.7 kgs...Yahoo...

On Saturday night we had our first "date night"....my sister C babysat little Jada while B and I attended his Xmas function......I enjoyed myself (all 3 hours of it) but missed our little one terrible. We both could not wait to pick her up....our little Angel. My sister did a wonderful job looking after Jada.......well done C

Anyway, I have updated some photos...so enjoy...

Love Me

Last picture of my belly
Jada entering this world
My Little Praying MantisMy B and his daughter

I know this picture is blur..but it is my favourite

Our first family picture

My step daughter, Jada and me

Waiting to leave the hospital

Catching up on some sleep with Jada

Our little Angel



First Date night


Wednesday, October 27, 2010

36 Weeks and "I Am So Over This"

Okay..I have not updated for quite awhile. Life has been very busy...firstly two weeks ago I went into Prem Labour, booked into the hospital and put on a drip from Thursday through to Monday. (What Fun!!!!!!). Dr RvR managed to stop contractions and let my little Angel grow a little bigger
Today, I went for my 36 Weeks scan. Jada weighed in at 3.4 kgs with another month still to grow. (Little Lotta in the making). Dr RvR showed us that she has lotsa hair...I was so happy.
I am so over being pregnant at the moment. I am up 19.5 kgs (gloat sisters gloat). I have started getting the whole "heartburn", swollen ankles and have developed two best friends in the shape of hemroids....yahoo...!!! I am so heavy...I walk at a snails pace. (I am becoming the kinda pregnant woman I used to hate - get over it, you are just pregnant and not dying)
I was hoping that Dr RvR was going to book me in for a Caesar sooner than later...but, alas, he smiled and said "You are beautiful"....so my Caesar date is the 18th of November 2010....
I already had a plan. I am going to start walking soon....I am going to rub my tummy...and I am going to have lotsa "Nookies"....maybe all of the above will encourage Jada to come a little sooner...What do ya think? Hee hee.....
Anyway, enjoy the plenty pictures...
36 Weeks No 1
36 Weeks no 2
My "Catankles"
My View
My View when I lean forward
My Favourite Husband
35 Weeks no 1
35 Weeks no 2
35 Weeks 3
Hospital - Feeling Real Sorrow for Myself
Hospital - Sunday
Hospital - Tanya and Me
Hospital - Carmen(my sister) and Me Hospital - Mom and Me
Hospital - Saturday
Hospital - Friday

Friday, October 22, 2010

Office Moment


I took a picture of my "ladies" and our Car hire manager today.....who knows it might to the last one for a while...

I will do an update blog this week with lotsa photos...I am trying to take as many belly pics as possible....soon it won't be there anymore

Monday, October 4, 2010

Irritation

To all my readers with a Wordpress blog, please accept my apologies at not commenting...but my work has blocked everything....boo hoo...so I cannot comment on your blogs

Nisey......I know that I am sometimes weird in how I think...but when I am faced with a tough decision I throw myself at the Universe...and wait for the signs....So be kind to yourself..be patient..and believe...and you will find that the answers you need are there for you..

Lisa-Marie....absolutely loving your blog..your little one is just too beautiful and motherhood has put a glow in your cheeks....it suits you

Love to all

Summary of Belly

32 weeks

28 weeks

25 weeks

23 weeks

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18 Weeks

32 Week Update

Can you believe it? I am thirty two weeks..I have six weeks left...to be exact 43 days today. I am officially in the third trimester. I am expanding daily. I am amazed at the human body...it is pushed to its limits in pregnancy. I have not been one of those ladies that stays "nice and small"...I am huge...I have put on 18 kgs so far and I am still growing. But...I am not stressing...If you do not like what you see, then turn away...smile. My Darling B still thinks that I am the sexiest woman in this world

Last week, my B and I got to get away for a few days. We left on Tuesday and spent two night at Welgevoden Private Game Reserve. It was awesome. We got to see lotsa buck, birds, Rhino, giraffe, leopard and warthog. We got to relax for a few days. We had good food and an awesome room. The bathroom was open plan onto a verandah overlooking the reserve...the whole "wall" was a window. My B and I took advantage of this...and had a "romantic" candlelit bubble bath at 10 o'clock at night.....

We then left on the Thursday for a few days in Ballito. I have been craving the Durban smell since I have fallen pregnant. We were like real "dutchman"...we were at the beach at 8:30 in the morning....and I bought a bikini specially for the trip. Nothing like a huge pregnant woman in a tiny bikini waddling down the beach to the waves........ah well....good thing I did not care...hee hee

So I am now back at work and looking forward to our Little Jada being born. Being pregnant is alot harder than I thought it would. Yupp, it is an amazing experience but wow, is it tiring. I am finding it very frustrating being so "disabled"....

The one thing that I have really found amazing in our pregnancy is my love for my B...Before falling pregnant, I did not think I could love him more....however each day that goes by, I love him more and more...There is this most amazing feeling in my soul when I look at him. I have been very blessed to have found him. I am spoilt rotten......I thank the Universe daily for sending me my soul mate..I never knew life could be so good. Love you my B

Anyway...I am going for my 33 week scan on Wednesday. We are expecting our little donkey to be weighing in at 2.3 kgs...I will keep you updated...

Until then...stay safe







Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Introducing Jada Grace

Today was our 3 D scan...and it was awesome. My B, sister C and I were all present to witness the "unveiling" of our precious Jada's features.....and if the scan is anything to go on, our Jada looks like her Mommy with her chubby cheeks. It was amazing....I cannot believe that I am going on 30 weeks....62 more days left.

Below is my B and I waiting to go in for the scan....then our precious Jada..

We also got some good news today...my B's work have arranged for us to be booked into their private game reserve for next Tuesday and Wednesday...we then leave from there for our long anticipated weekend away....I am so excited but I am also starting to feel the nerves kicking in. This is the fastest, slowest period I have experienced in my life (I know that I am contradicting myself..but it is the only way I can explain how I feel)

Today, I give thanks to the Universe for my precious precious daughter, loving husband and family.



Friday, September 10, 2010

Look at Me

My sister C scratched through our family albums for my baby shower and she used some of my baby pictures....they are so cute.....hee hee...so I have posted them here for all to see








Tuesday, September 7, 2010

28 Weeks - Third Trimester

Holy Comoly...can you believe that I am 28 weeks pregnant!!! I have 10 weeks to go before Jada comes along...I am so excited. Anyway here are my updated belly pics...

T. can you see how much I have grown? Weight gain 13 kgs in total...so I am very chuffed..the rate I was going I was expecting to put on alot more.





Another Maternity Dress

This is my beautiful sister C....we are going to play doll with Jada...hee hee

This is my beautiful step daughter Ashley....