I am trying to remain calm and not over react. At the moment, the cramps are the same and the spotting is brown...Calm...calm...calm...
I phoned my B and went through the symptons with him. We have both agreed to monitor the situation....if it worsens we will go for another scan. In the meantime, I will take things easy.
At the moment, my mind remembers that my Brat was strong on Friday, heart rate of 169...that is a good beat..there are no reasons for me to think otherwise. I still have my "wonderful" morning sickness and horrible tasting mouth.
But, I am angry..why can my Brat not just chill and give Mommy a break....Why Can I not just be normal for a change...I cannot make a baby in the normal way...Now, when I am pregnant, it looks like I am going to be one of those woman who has terrible morning sickness and spotting...grrrrrrrr....can you feel my pain?????????
I know... I am grumpy right now. Tomorrow will be a better day...
Forgive me Universe...I do love my baby and I am very grateful to be pregnant
6 comments:
Argh how frustrating!!!
Me thinks from this point on your life is going to be anything but normal :-)
Remember to keep up the positive vibes and you're entitled to feel angry. The emotional strain is very taxing.
I think your POA is great, monitor, relax and pray!!!
You'll be fine, hang in there :-)
Awww Hun huge hugs Im thinking of you if you need to chat shout
All together now......."Come on Universe...give this girl a break!! Let her ENJOY this wonderful, awesome, incredible journey!"
Thinking of you my friend xxx
Oh For........!!! I can't imagine what you're going through - but I'm sending positive vibes your way. I think you should take the fact that you are at least still experiencing all the other symptoms as a good sign. Maybe your little poopsie is just burrowing in there to get all cozy and close to his / her mommy!
Pissed Off must be a theme at the moment, I feel the same.
But please God, let the little Bratling be safe and sound and not causing any nonsense in that carefully prepared womb!
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