Can I Beat this Feeling?

Something has come over me lately which I am really enjoying. I feel wonderful. I feel like smiling. I feel like I am alive.

I am totally convinced that my IVF is going to work. I cannot describe it. My Tarot Reader, D, describes it as "divinely blessed".....I guess thats what I am "Divinely Blessed"

Everyone is so excited for me...the energy I am receiving from my surroundings has left me in awe of the people I love, the people I work with and the people that just cross my path for awhile.

Maybe, I am setting myself up for disappointment. But I really don't think so. I have surrounded myself with positiveness. I bought myself a guardian angel (from Willow Tree) for my office. My Ladies at work have commented that my office is very peaceful.

I bought myself a bracelet that says "Have Faith, Expect Miracles".

My one staff member dreamt I had a little girl with long brown hair. A good sign if you ask me. I have been having dreams and thoughts. I am totally convinced they will get 20 million swimmers from my B and 21 eggs from me. These figures are swimming in my head...and they don't plan on leaving soon...smile.

On a practical side, I realised this morning that I only have six tablets left of my "pill"...then this whole IVF process starts kicking into place...I cannot believe that I have travelled this road and finally I am doing it..actually doing it!

I was a little concerned about the financial side...cause I am no rockafella....but Dad came through and gave me a loan for IVF. Yupp, I will have to pay it back..but it came with a good heart. My Tarot Reader, D, told me last year that I must carry on doing what I do and the "universe" will provide. Well, it did. I booked this IVF like I had the money....I give thanks!!

So today, my B went and paid our quote in full. He also got my script for my injections...so I will get these this weekend.

This time next month we will have our babies safely back in their Mommies tummy.

Until then, Angels protect my babies.....