Dear husband of mine

Dedicated to the DW's on this forum - I miss you my man ....

Dear husband of mine, why are you so far and distant,
have you forgotten the initial dreams and how we were so insistent?
Our lives were busy and good while we spoke of a family one day,
A family seemed so simple until we discovered it required more than play.


It’s a new way of life and I miss the way we used to be,
what has changed so much that you hardly talk to me ?
It no-ones fault that we have had to go this way
So why is it that for this I should pay?

You used to hold me and I always felt so secure,
those memories and thoughts are now all so obscure .
I know I'm so focused on trying for our little one
but without the drive I fear we will never get done .

I have undergone so many feelings, about which I have not spoken,
but its all because my stupid body is just so broken.
When I cry in silence and turn my back on you
It’s because I honestly do not know what I must do


Please understand I do love you so very much,
but the last thing on my mind is some of that playful touch .
I’m so afraid that I’ll never hear those little feet run
I’ll do anything for that even though this is no longer fun.

Join me please on this long lonely road,
Just once my honey, help me carry this load.
The distance is great and requires all we are
Love me, guide me, carry me, the road is so far


Hold my hand and don’t let me fall any more
at the end of the day you are still my core
I still love you my man, my man I still love you
I love you, only you

Your DW